Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Chen + Baekhyun = sweetest friendship ever!!!




안녕!!
it'd been quite a long time since I wrote in this blog of mine..

well, I'm sure all of Exotics know that recently EXO showtime is rising gradually..
and it has been ranked as one of the most famous reality show in Korea!
even I love this show..
why?? because this show able to reveal the true side of each EXO members..

for an example,
the maknae line (Sehun and Kai) is not that innocent,
the leader (Suho) always wanna grab attention from the members,
cool guy (Kris) is not that cold actually,
the strength of EXO (Kyungsoo) is quite fragile in his own way,
and........
ChenBaek is real. (OMG! baekhyun and chen is real!!)

s
there's a part in ep 4,
 where they're exchanging the presents among the members during Christmas Day. 
the rule is, the present must costed around 10,000 won only.


Chen gave Sehun a movie ticket.
Sehun gave Baekhyun two cups of bubble tea.
and.............
Baekhyun gave Chen his own photocard,
written, "am I pretty? I'm yours now~"
then he giggled while talking sweetly to Chen : "take me with you, Chen~"


kyaaa~!!!
ChenBaek, is so cheesy and sweet!!!!
I was dying while watching that episode at that time..
their friendship, is too amazing!!

I still remember in the previous episode,
where they had to buy presents for Chanyeol secretly for his birthday..
Sehun walks with Kai,
Kyungsoo with Suho,
Xiumin with Lay and Luhan,
Tao with Kris,
Chanyeol alone,
and Chen walks together happily with Baekhyun.

at 1st, they're babbling and nagging that they should'd not walk together since both of them are not from Seoul.. they might got lost easily..
but then... when they started trying clothes in random boutique,
they're so happy trying new outfit together,
not caring at all whether they'll get lost or what..
and guess what?
they bought Chanyeol a set of pyjama's clothes, TOGETHER!
and Chanyeol could guess who gave it to him......... SO EASILY!
jyeah~ beagle line is real!!


by the way,
I can't wait for their much more amazing performances next year.
beagle line, FIGHTING!
EXO, FIGHTING!!

p/s : I heard that the photocard given by Baekhyun to Chen went missing not that long after the day they're celebrating the Christmas Day together..
Chen felt so down, for losing that amusing picture..
but then........ Suho tried to persuade him, by giving his photo album to Chen as an exchange to that photocard of Baekhyun.
Chen just laugh, and went off~
ㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋㅋ ㅋ




Friday, November 22, 2013

Do Kyungsoo, get well soon!!





[NEWS] EXO’s D.O Injured During 2013 MAMA Performance

EXO’s D.O had his right ankle injured during the group’s performance at the 2013 Mnet Asian Music Awards on November 22. He ended up seeking treatment for his injury at a local hospital.

EXO’s agency, SM Entertainment, said that D.O complained of pain in his right ankle after EXO finished their MAMA performance, and he was immediately taken to a nearby hospital in Hong Kong for medical examination and emergency treatment. As a result, he was not on stage with the rest of the EXO members to receive the Album of the Year award.

According to hospital results, D.O did not suffer any damage to the bone, and is planning to receive physical treatment as soon as he returns to Korea on November 23. According to the representative, D.O’s injury is not serious and can be treated adequately with physical therapy.

EXO performed hit songs “Growl” and “Wolf” and received a warm response for their top-notch performance. The performance, titled “A Sweet Dream,” began with the EXO members tied to their desks, with the members breaking free from their bonds and launching into an energetic performance of “Growl.” This was followed by a martial arts-dance battle between Kai and Luhan. Their next song, “Wolf,” moved to the center stage and made good use of the floor lighting to amplify their performance. Despite injuring his ankle while performing, D.O displayed his fighting spirit, finishing off the performance without even a hint of injury.

Singer-songwriter Yoon Jong Shin left a positive comment on his Twitter account, saying, “Ah cool. That’s why EXO is EXO.”

EXO released their first studio album, “XOXO,” this year and are approaching the 1 million mark in album sales. They won the Album of the Year at the 2013 MAMA, and in their acceptance speeches, one comment that struck a note was to “just enjoy the moment.” I’m sure they’ll be doing just that!

via soompi.com

‪#‎GetWellSoonKyungsoo‬



p/s : seriously, Do Kyungsoo.
you need to get well soon,
because you would never know how much EXOcytocesis will miss you.
jjinjaeyo, get well, oppa!!

I miss the naive and innocent Do Kyungsoo,
not the know-how-to-hide-your-pain Do Kyungsoo..
I admire the old you!!


the moment when you honestly excited playing balloons with Chanyeol and never cross to your mind that Kris is afraid of it


the moment went you smile from ear to ear just because you're
able to perform on the stage together with your beloved hyung


the moment when he happily guested in the Kiss the Radio,
together with his best buddy, Kim Jong Dae and his beloved sunbae, Ryeowook

aih.. Do Kyungsoo oppa, seriously..
you don't know how much I worried about you yesterday, don't you?
I don't think you realised that you had made countless fans of yours almost had a heart attack once they realised that you're not there when they announce EXO won the special award.
don't you?
btw, get well soon!!

BONUS :

LIST OF THE WINNER's YESTERDAY #MAMA2013

Best Dance Performance – Female Solo: CL
Best Dance Performance – Female Group: SISTAR
Nissan Juke Best Music Video: G-Dragon, Coup d’Etat
Best New Female Artist: Crayon Pop
Best New Male Artist: Roy Kim
Best OST: Yoon Mirae, Touch Love for Master’s Sun
Best Dance Performance – Male Solo: G-Dragon, Crooked
Best Dance Performance – Male Group: SHINee
Best Vocal Performance – Female Solo: Ailee, U&I
Best Vocal Performance – Male: Lee Seung Gi
Best Rap Performance: Dynamic Duo
Best Band Performance: Busker Busker
Best Female Group: Girls′ Generation
Best Male Group: Infinite
Best Concert Performer: Lee Seung Chul
Best Female Artist: Lee Hyori
Best Male Artist: G-Dragon
BC UnionPay Song of the Year: Cho Yong Pil, Bounce
BC UnionPay Artist of the Year: G-Dragon
BC UnionPay Album of the Year: EXO, XOXO

Red Carpet Special Prize: Lee Jung Hyun
Discovery of the Year: Baechigi
Style in Music: SISTAR
Next Generation Global Star – Female: A Pink
Sony MDR World Wide Performer: Infinite
International Favorite Artist: Ylvis
Music Makes One Global Ambassador Award: Stevie Wonder

(credit) Ririn Parklee Kwonchoi 

Tuesday, October 8, 2013



annyeong haseyo!!
hi there!!!
ahh... it has been a long time since I've started writing like this..
actually, I'm quite tensed right now..
why??
because.. SPM is just around the corner!!
omo omo omo....
only 26 days left!!
not a lot of thing can be done in this remaining days!!

based on my TRIAL result,
I guess I still need to struggle harder from now on..

Excellent Subject
English .............................. 84%
Qur'an Sunnah ...................80%
Mathematics .................. 75%
Arabic .............................75%

Good Subject
Malay ............................. 71%
Physics .......................... 67%
Syariah Islamiah ................ 65%
Sejarah (history) ............... 67 %


Low and Worst subject
Accounting .................... 55%
Chemistry ........................ 48%
Add Math .......................... 40%


Insha Allah, I can do it!!
if my 'adik' can do it, why I can't??? ^^

by the way,
congratulations, adik!!!
finally, you're done with your PMR..
chukkahae!!!

I wish the best for us..
hope you'll get FLYING COLOURS for your PMR,
and wishing you
to pray for me the same
for my SPM..
both of us, HWAITING!!!



Thursday, October 3, 2013

EXO in WEEKLY IDOL, the best!! ^^






annyeong!!
hehee... I'm back!! here I am...
several days ago, I've watched a VERY AWESOME variety show..
ops! mianhaeyo...
it's not about the show..
it's about... the guest!!
and guess who? it was EXO!!
finally!!
their 2nd appearance in Weekly Idol!!
in the show, they were REALLY-3x JJANG!!
Luhan, Suho, Chen_Baek_Yeol!
and Sehun, Xiumin, DO, Kris, Tao, Lay, Kai!!
all of them are really great!
but, of course.. my BIAS, the trio line is the best.. ngee~~
Chen - Chanyeol - Baekhyun
yeah-3x.. love it all the way~~!!!

here, the video..
in case if you are an EXOTIC like me too..
all credited to Youtube and the owner of the video..

Their 2nd appearance in Weekly Idol
(they're promoting GROWL at this time)



and, their 1st appearance in Weekly Idol
(they're promoting WOLF after MAMA at this time)


thump, thump!!
doki, doki!!
they're adorable and dorky all the way~!!!
my bias line, '92 !!


p/s : PREVIEW -  in their 2nd appearance in Weekly Idol,
they've countless battles!

1. Visual Ranking - decide by D.O
2. Visual, Charms and Body Ranking - decide by the cutie pie, Baekhyun
3. Aegyo - D.O, Sehun, Chen and Baekhyun participate in it!
4. Girl-group dancing king - Luhan + Chanyeol + Chen, Xiumin, Suho!
5. Dancing King - Kai, Lay, Suho, and the hilarious-couple again, Chanyeol & Chen!

# words from me :
mianhaeyo, if you found it not quite amusing..
but, for me.. I've watched it 4th times already!!
I only watched certain videos, and ONLY will re-watch it if I found it AWESOME..
so, if your taste is quite similar to mine..
here you are..
watch it, and enjoy it!! ^^
EXOTIC ALL THE WAY~~~ <3

EXO - WOLF lyric (eng romanization and hangul)






oh, yeah!!
this rookie IDOL managed to grab my heart!
and they even stole it!!
once I heard WOLF song, 
it's a like a ZUPP! in my heart!!
omo.. is this what people called LOVE? ngee~~~ 

here, the lyrics of the WOLF by EXO..
I totally recommends this song,
for those who only watch AWESOME KPOP MV..
read the lyrics,
and once you understand what the song is about,
I bet you'll love it a lot soon!


EXO - WOLF

English Translation:

I feel the sensation; I feel it at once.
I’ll take you in one mouthful like cheese.
I take in [your] scent, scrutinize [your] color
I’ll eat you up with more refine than [drinking] wine.

Ah, but the strength in my toenail weakens, so my appetite yeah is gone.
Maybe I’m sick. Have I fallen ill?
Yeah I’m in trouble.

Get a grip. How’d you get your heart stolen by a human?
It’s [the human] only a one-bite meal.
Hey bite tight and then shake, shake ‘til you lose your mind.
Hey do it in a style you’ve never tried.
Before the big full moon comes out, do away with it.

That’s right wolf. I’m a wolf. Awhooo~
Ah I love you~
I’m a wolf and you’re a beauty.
That’s right wolf. I’m a wolf. Awhooo~
Ah I love you~
I’m a wolf and you’re a beauty.

I’ve fallen for this irresistible, powerful feeling and I’ve let go [of myself].
I like simplicity
The hidden thing within me has opened its eyes now.

Eeyahh~ Look at that girl fall into terror
Can’t, can’t understand the situation before her eyes.
‘That dirty wolf guy will end up eating me.’
But that’s not it. I’ve fallen in love [with you].

I’m already a pro. A goddess like you.
The one who’s stolen my entire heart
I am only a healthy offering/sacrifice.
I’m already a fool. A goddess like you.
The owner who’s to pull out all of my teeth
I am only a faithful slave.

Hey bite tight and then shake shake ‘til you lose your mind.
Hey do it in a style you’ve never tried.

Before the big full moon comes out, do away with it.
That’s right wolf. I’m a wolf. Awhooo~
Ah I love you~
I’m a wolf and you’re a beauty.
That’s right wolf. I’m a wolf. Awhooo~
Ah I love you~
I’m a wolf and you’re a beauty.
I can’t get enough of you. I’m in trouble.
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I can’t get enough of you. I’m in trouble.
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

That yellow moon teases me, that I can’t have you.
‘But you’re only a rough beast.’
If you’re going to say that kind of thing, get lost. If you need [me], change me.
I can never let her go.

I’ve fallen for this irresistible, powerful feeling and I’ve let go [of myself].
I like simplicity
The hidden thing within me has opened its eyes now.
I’ve fallen for this irresistible, powerful feeling and I’ve let go [of myself].
I like simplicity
The hidden thing within me has opened its eyes now.

That’s right wolf. I’m a wolf. Awhooo~
Ah I love you~
I’m a wolf and you’re a beauty.
That’s right wolf. I’m a wolf. Awhooo~
Ah I love you~
I’m a wolf and you’re a beauty.


Romanized:
(with individual parts)
[Chanyeol] Chogiwa danbeone neukkyeo
Neol hanibe chijeucheoreom jibeoneoheulteda
[Kris] Hyanggimatgo saekkkal eummihago
Wainboda uahage jabameogeulteda

[Kai] A geureonde baltobe himi ppajyeo immatkkaji
Eh, eobseojyeo
Hoksi naega apeungeolkka byeongirado geollingeoni
[Baekhyun] keunillatdae
[Sehun] Jeongsincharyeo eojjeoda inganege mameul
ppaetgyeobeoryeonna
[Baekhyun] Geunyeoneun hanipgeori ppunirago

[All] Hey, hwak mureo
Geu daeum mangmak heundeureo jeongsinirke
Hey, [Chanyeol] Ja, anhaebon seutaillo
Jeo keun boreumdari jigijeone haechiwora

[All] Geurae wolf naega wolf auuu-
A saranghaeyo
[Luhan] Nan neukdaego neon minyeo
[All] Geurae wolf naega wolf auuu-
A saranghaeyo
[Kai] Nan neukdaego neon minyeo

[Luhan] Geobuhalsu eobsi gangnyeolhan
I neukkime ppajyeobeoryeo nareul nwasseo
[Baekhyun] Nan dansunhage joha
Nae soge sumeoitdeon geosi jigeum nuntteosseo~

(Iya~) [Suho] Geunyeol jombwa gongpoe ppajyeo
[Suho/Baekhyun] Nunapui situation [Suho] ihae motaemotae
[D.O] Jeo deoreoun neukdaenomi gyeolguk nal jabameokgetji
[Lay] Geuge aninde sarange ppajin geomnida

[Xiumin] Neomu areumdawo areumdawo areumdawo (Wolf)
[Xiumin & Lay] Geudae nae nima nae nima nae nima (Wolf)
[Xiumin, Lay & Tao] Nareul duryeowo duryeowo duryeowo ma

[All] Naneun teukbyeolhan teukbyeolhan teukbyeolhan (Wolf)
Geudael saranghaneun saranghaneun saranghaneun (Wolf)
Nege nuni meon nuni meon nuni meon (Wolf)

[All] Hey, hwak mureo
Geu daeum mangmak heundeureo jeongsinirke
Hey, [Xiumin] Ja, anhaebon seutaillo
Jeokeunboreumdari jigijeone haechiwora

[All] Geurae wolf naega wolf auuu-
A saranghaeyo
[Tao] Nan neukdaego neon minyeo
[All] Geurae wolf naega wolf auuu-
A saranghaeyo
[Xiumin] Nan neukdaego neon minyeo

[Kai] Neol motkkeunkesseo keunillasseo ([D.O] Ooo~)
[Kris] Neol motkkeunkesseo keunillasseo ([Baekhyun] Yeahh~ Yeah!)

[Suho] Jeo norandari nareul nollyeo
Neoreul gajilsu eopdago
[Chanyeol] Naneun geunyang geochin yasuinde
[D.O] Geuttan malhalgeomyeon kkeojyeo
Pillyohadamyeon nal bakkwo
[Chen] Geunyeol jeolttae bonaelsuga eobseo~~

[D.O] Geobuhalsu eobsi gangnyeolhan
I neukkime ppajyeobeoryeo nareul nwasseo
[Baekhyun] Nan dansunhange joha
Nae soge sumeoitdeon geosi jigeum nuntteosseo

[D.O] Geobuhalsu eobsi gangnyeolhan
I neukkime ppajyeobeoryeo nareul nwasseo
[Chen] Nan dansunhange joha
[Chen & Baekhyun] Nae soge sumeoisseotdeon geosi jigeum nuntteosseo

(Hey hwak mureo geu daeum mangmak heundeureo jeongsinirke
Hey, anhaebon seutaillo)
[All] Geurae wolf naega wolf auuu-
A saranghaeyo
[Kris] Nan neukdaego neon minyeo
[All] Geurae wolf naega wolf auuu-
A saranghaeyo
[Kai] Nan neukdaego neon minyeo

EXO



Monday, July 15, 2013

My friend is still alive ^^

My Friend..... is still alive :')



it has been a long time of time I have not visited this blog..
well, as a SPM candidate, I can't spend much time in front of the laptop anymore..
I need to focus on my study too..
and my TRIAL is just around the corner..
it is, another 2 weeks..
but, still.. I managed to write something this time.. ^^
here, a story I adapted from a Comedy-Romance awesome Movie,
titled My Friend is still Alive..

Jo Kyung Sook


Choi Chi Hyun


    Including this year, it has been 5 years I spend my precious teenager time in this huge and crowded hospital. I will never do something without any benefit, that is I abandoned my time to hang around with my fellow friends only to accompany a little weak body here which belongs to a handsome and thin guy named Jo Kyungsook.

    He is my best friend, since we are in lower grade school. Unfortunately, he is being confirmed to has a leukimia and cannot survive without being treated in the hospital daily. In other words, he has to quit his school and spend his whole life in this creepy hospital with all the scary nurses. I feel sorry towards him that I cannot quit my school too but I promised to myself that I will take care of him well until he recovered in the whole evening once I finished my school session. Usually, I often plays video games with him using our own lappy and sometimes we watch various genre of movies when we are already sick with the games. 

     There is once before where I did brought him to visit the new garden located nearby the hospital to thrill him sometimes, but it seems like his body cannot accept to go anyway off the hospital where he suddenly fainted in the garden with his mouth full of blood after coughing hardly. Then, we have no choice but to hang around in this bored hospital and area around it only.

     Everything about our precious friendship starts to be tested from the breezy evening when suddenly Kyungsook ask me somethings so uncommon out of the blue.

     “Chihyun, have you ever fall in love?” Kyungsook ask me while eating the strawberry pudding I brought for him. “No. Why?” I replied shortly. Never crossed in my mind to be in love, because he is my life now. “I want to be in love, at least once before I die.” Kyungsook stop eating the pudding and staring at me. I ask him back, “Why you suddenly mentioned about this?” He just stay quiet then lean his back against his chair.

     After that, he takes a deep sigh and walks towards me. “Help me to be in love with the girl I admire,” he said it while holding my hands tightly. At first, I want to burst out into laughing because I thought that he was just joking but his blue teary eyes does not seem so. So, I decided to just help him by asking, “where can I find her?”. Kyungsook smiles from ear to ear and jumps joyously, “you will find her if you come to my class. Her name is Lee Soon Kyu, and her height is 157cm.” He explains his ‘admire’ girl to me excitingly. I jot it down in my tablet’s note, so that I would not forget how she looks like. “Alright. Tomorrow I will start to find her, okay?” I smiled to him, hoping that he understands that I am too tired to begin looking for her today. He just nods and smiles back at me sweetly.

     It is already 10 pm, he needs to go to sleep now. I help him to get onto his bed, and cover up half of his body with a soft and breezy blanket. It is already my habits to wait until he falls into a deep sleep first, then I will make my move. Before I excuse myself, he grabs my hand and whispers with a very soft voice to me although his eyes is already closed, “please, Chihyun. This is my last wish before I die.” My tears rolling down my cheeks. I caressed his hair while whispering to his ear, “No, Kyungsook. You’re not going to die. I promise.” He only has me, and I must always be there for him. That is what I had promised to his mom and dad. So, this is a must task for me.

     “pardon me, do you know any girl name Lee Soon Kyu?” I ask a group of tall girls that passing by me in front of 4 Elite, Kyungsook’s class. I have to start searching for her, or Kyungsook might be sulking if he finds out that I cannot find his first love. One of the girl stares at me suspiciously. “why are you looking for this girl?,” she asked me. Although I feel annoyed to answer, but I still replied her by saying, “I have an urgent appointment with her.” All the girls nodded when they heard my answer.
 
     Suddenly, one of them grab my hand and drag me to somewhere. It is the rooftop. She let go of my hand, and takes a deep sigh before facinge. “I am Soon Kyu. Why are you looking for me?,” she speaks. I am quite shocked at that time, realising that I have found her, my friend’s first love. But, in order to avoid from getting tricked, I command her, “Show me your identification card.” She glares at me, “Why? You think I am a liar? Here, if you insist,” she takes out her card and gives it to me. I take it, and feeling satisfied because she is not lying.

     She is, kind of cute. No, no! I need to focus. “follow me,” this time, it is my turn to grab her hands without allowing her to agree or not beforehand and drag her to follow me. Although her hands are in my hands, but she cannot stop asking me who am I, what is going on, where am I going to take her to, and else but I just act like a deaf. It is tiring to handle a girl, just like I thought.

     Once we arrived at the front of Kyungsook’s room, he immediately got up and get off from his bed. I guess he is surprised, witnessing that I am able to fulfill his request in just a day. I let go of her hands, and standing beside Kyungsook. “hey, I found her,” I whisper to his ear. He stood dumbfounded, trying to believe or not with what he see right now.

    The girl just look at both of us with full of curiosity. The room is now so silent. “Anyone here minds to tell me what is going on?,” finally her words cracked the tension mood in the room. Kyungsook and I stare at each other. His blue eyes clearly saying that he wants me to be the one who will explain it to her. I sighed, and just walk towards her. “My friend here named Jo Kyungsook. You, me, and he is in the same age. He really admires you since long time ago. He likes you. Do you accept his pure and naive heart for you?” I proposed her on Kyungsook’s behalf.

     She looks like she is really surprised with my proposal, until her cheeks turn totally red and pink. But then, she nodded shyly which cause Kyungsook and I becomes so delighted and hug each other tightly. Finally, his wish is fulfilled. Nobody else is as happy as I am right now, although it is not me who succeeds in my love.

     The day onwards, Kyungsook’s life is not as bored as before. He already has someone to keep him company whenever he feels like he wants to play. It is a relief to see his pleasant face, enjoying his remain life as a teenager boy in this world with someone he wants to be with. I do not have any reason to take care of him in the hospital now since he already has her. He does not need me anymore. So, I just go to school as usual everyday and even attend the extra classes which I cannot attend before because I need to accompany him in the old hospital every evening and night.
 
     Although it seems like it is a lucky that now I am able to enjoy my life like other ordinary students now, but deep in my heart I really miss Kyungsook a lot. I did call him sometimes, but it is not that effective to heal my miss towards him.

     It has been a week. What Kyungsook is doing now? Is he currently enjoying his date? Is he just fine? With full of curiosity, I dialed his phone number.

    “Hello?” Kyungsook’s voice heard from there. It is a bit husky but I am really delighted only by hearing his voice. “Hi, Kyungsook! It is me. Ah, you have no idea how much I miss to hear your voice. It has been such a long of time. How are you?,” I ask him excitedly. Seriously, a week is a very long time for me. “Is this Chihyun? I am sorry, but I am a bit busy right now. Call me later,” he hanged up.

    I stood disbelieved with his action. He hang up? Because of what? Did I really disturb him? And what kind of busy he meant here? He is a leukimia patient, so what kind of work that caused him to be extremely busy till he do not have time to talk to me?

     I become unsatisfied because numerous questions popped out in my mind one by one, so I decided to call him again. I am a little bit surprised because this time, it is a girl’s voice. “Hello?,” she asked me. I think, I did heard this kind of voice before. Wait, I think I know who is she. “Is this Soon Kyu? What are you doing there?,” I asked her back. She chuckled softly, “Ah, Choi Chihyun. Are you looking for Kyungsook? I am sorry but he refused to accept any calls. He said nobody can interfere his privacy,” said her. I believed my ears have become totally red right now. “Including me? His own best friend!?,” asked me. She only able to answer, “Yes, including you. Once again, I am sorry.” she hanged up.

     I gripped my phone roughly. I am sure my blood pressure is rising rapidly right now. I cannot believe he will did this to me after all I have done to him. Fine, go ahead with your girlfriend. I do not want to interfere your love line. Do as you wish, I will never care about you anymore after this.

    After two weeks I did not meet him face to face, I decided to drop by for awhile at the hospital after the school session. It is not that I miss him, it is just that I am worried about his condition. And also I want to remind him about our upcoming graduation day. I did not call him beforehand because I hate to hear the girl’s voice. She will only made me mad, and might caused me to abort my visit . Instead, it is me who get more surprised once I reached there. Trust me, it is a really big, and huge surprise.

     “Kyungsook, get up! Please, don’t leave me,” Soon Kyu screams heartlessly with tears heavily rolling down her cheeks. There is a body laying there, unconciously. And, it is.. Jo Kyungsook.

     “Soon Kyu, what is happening?,” I ask her anxiously. She only able to shake her head, while continuously crying. “Soon Kyu, tell me! What is wrong with him!?,” yelled me. I am really worried a lot seeing Kyungsook’s condition at that time. His face is so pale, his hand trembles a lot. And the worst is, his hair is now bare. Totally bare!

    It reminds me to what the doctor told me before, that his life will meet an end once all his hair fall. I cannot hold anything in any longer, I cry hardly once realising the real situation. Now I regret that I did not take care of him all the time before just because I thought that he is already fine. I hug him tightly, cannot believe the fact that my only friend since lower grade school is laying unconciously in front of me now with those weak face and body.

     As I am crying, suddenly I feel there is a cold-warm hand caressed my cheeks. It is Kyungsook.
“why are you crying, Chihyun?,” he ask me innocently while wiping my tears, as if nothing happen.

    His blue eyes strongly showing that he is holding in his pain now but pretend to smile happily in front of me so that I would not be worried. I am sorry Kyungsook, but I know you well more than you do.

    “don’t you remember what you had promised to me before, Kyungsook?,” I ask him while holding one of his hand. He stays silent for awhile and staring at me, trying to remember maybe. “no, I don’t. Which one?,” asked him back. I smiled and this time I grab his another hand. “you promise that you will be recovered someday, and you will live longer than me. Do you still remember about it?,” I ask him while holding both his hands tightly in my hands. It terrifies me a lot when he answered, “I only promise to live longer, but not in this World.” His words really tugged at my heartstrings, and caused my tears to roll down my cheeks again.

    Then, Kyungsook move his eyes to her, Soon Kyu. He smiled weakly to her. “Please fulfill my last wish, Soon Kyu. I am relying on you,” he said. And that is his last words before he takes he last breath. His body lies on mine, which caused a big surprised to me because he is not breathing anymore. That is when I realised that he is no longer here.

    It has been only a week, but it felt as if Kyungsook had left me for a year already. His leaving, really impact me a lot. I have no desire to eat, sleep, and of course, meeting people. I did went out sometimes to relax myself. Unfortunately, it became worse.

    All the people I met looks exactly like Kyungsook, until there is once in the park I hugged an old man just because I mislooked him as Kyungsook from behind. So, I decided to just stay in my house although there is almost nothing can calm me down and stop me from remembering Kyungsook. But, I have no choice. Kyungsook’s innocent image just would not want to disappear from my sight.

     Out of the blue, someone rings the bell. I peek through the windows. It is Lee Soon Kyu. Ah, why is she here? I hurriedly opens the door for her, inviting her to get inside. “Come in,” I welcomed her. “Never mind, I am only here for awhile,” she declined politely.

    Then, I noticed that she is holding a brand and shiny set of formal clothes. Black suit of blazzer, striping necktie, and a box of leather shoes. It is weird, because the clothes is big in size. So, it cannot be that the clothes is belongs to her, right?

     “Whose clothes is this?,” I ask her. She just smiled and answered, “This is yours.” She hands over that set of formal clothers to me. I am startled when I heard her answer, and just received it. Me? When did I ever had that kind of clothes? I never went to any boutique before to buy such clothes. “My task is done. Thank you for giving me your cooperation. Till we meet again,” she excuse herself and make her move. Although I want to ask her more, but I just forget about it when I realised that she is in a rush. So, I just send her off until the door, and thanks her before she left.

     I get inside, and grab each by each pieces of the clothes. I analyse them thoroughly, and question by question appears in my mind. I even try to wear it, and guess what? The size is totally accurate! It is not too big, and also not too small. This is really amazing. How did she know my body size?

    Suddenly, when I put in my hands in the pocket, I feel like there is something in it. It is a letter, written beautifully with my name on top of it. Then, I realised, that this handwriting is belongs to someone who is really close to me. Someone that always appear in my dream whenever I am sleeping. It is, Jo Kyungsook.

Dear my beloved friend, Choi Chihyun.

Maybe when you’re reading this, I am no longer in this World. Actually, I have been wanting to write something to you all this time but it seems like you’re too busy with your school daily life. Never mind, it’s your right to have an ordinary life like other fellow students do. I can’t take that rights from you.

My real intention of writing this is to clear out all of the misunderstanding. Firstly, the reason for I’m asking from you before to find me a love. I did that in order for me to have someone else that can take care of me, although I totally missing you almost all the time when you’re not around. Actually, she is not my love. I only ask her to pretend like she is really going out with me so that you won’t be worried about me. Truthfully, I only know her before just because she sit next to me in the class, and she is kinda cute too. I did claimed to you that she is my love, but only now I figure it out that she is not. My true love is someone else. He is a boy, really closed to me, and he is my truly friend, named Choi Chihyun. Yes, it is you. My forever love that always stay by my side whenever I need him. But, I only realised it when you’re already far away from me.

Several days ago, I refused to speak to you on the phones not because I was enjoying my fake date. Actually, I was coughing so hard at that time until blood kept on flowing out of my mouth. And my voice also turns totally husky and creepy. I was afraid that you might came over immediately only to ensure that I was fine, that’s why I asked Soon Kyu to lie by saying that I’m totally busy. I cannot forgive myself if you skip your precious classes only for me. I hope you will this friend of yours for my rudeness at that time.

I keep on thinking, do I have the right to ask you to take care of me again? Or maybe at least stay with me only during the night until I fall asleep? But, I know if I ask for that, it will be too much of me. Nevermind, I also understand to which extend I can ask from you. I promise, I will never caused your trouble anymore in the future. Why I said so? Because I had found someone else that can take care of me while you’re focusing for your future. I really do not want you to left me just because I am a big burden to you, that’s why I decided to draw a line between us so that you won’t be hated taking care of me everyday.

Before I end my words, I would like to let you know something. It is that, I love you. I always have been loving you all the day and night, my friend. I don’t know either you realise it or not. That’s all from me, take care.

Yours truthfully,
Jo Kyungsook

p/s : I hope you will wear the attire that I bought it for you during your graduation. I sneaked out the hospital quietly and bought it when I visited a gigantic boutique with Soon Kyu today. She really knows well how to pick a beautiful and smart set of suit.She is a genius! I really owe her a big one this time. Make sure you wear it! I hope you will find a better friend than me in the future. It’s a promise, okay? Good luck, Choi Chihyun! All the best.

    I cannot stop myself from crying continously. I hug the letter tightly once I finished reading it. He really cares for me a lot, although he himself was still feeling unwell at that time. I cannot believe that I abandoned him before only because I was being mad for a day.

    Who am I to him? Why was he treating me so well? I should have not think negatively at him before. That night, only the breezy wind can be heard in the midst of my tears. I promise to myself, that this time I will fulfill his will with full of my heart and soul. I will make sure that I am able to survive in my life without him, so that he will never feeling guilty ‘there’.

    His smile, his spirit, his encouragement, I will bring that together with me all the time in my life. He is still alive, in my heart. Jo Kyungsook, thank you for being my best friend. Jo Kyungsook, I really love our friendship. Yes, you are my love too.



inspired by : Lee Gi Kwang's movie - My Friend is still Alive

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Sunny unnie, Saeng-il Chugha!!




saeng-il chukhahamnida~ saeng-il chukhahamnida~
saranghaeyo, Sunny unnie~~
saeng-il chukhahamnida~~~~~~~~

yeay!!
banzai~! banzai~!!!
do you know what day is today?
it is 15th May, Sunny unnie birthday!!!


unnie,
chukhahae!!!
you're already 24 years old today.
wah, unexpected!
you've the same age with my oppa!
my oppa born in July, 30th July 1989!
it's such a coincidence~~
or.... a fate? ^^
pfft~~~ never! SONE will get mad at me soon.

anyway,
I wish the best for you, unnie!
I've been your big fans since your Gee album.
Soonkyu unnie, saranghae!
Seo Nyuh Shi Dae, saranghae!!!!!





Happy Birthday, unnie!
SONE wish you all the best!
Aja~ Aja~ FIGHTING!!!!






I can't stop myself from admitting that
I really love her I GOT A BOY album hairstyle..
it's really cute!! ^^

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

B2ST - When I Miss You (Romanization, Hangul and English)

Son Dong Woon

Yong Junhyung

Lee Ki Kwang
Yoon Doo Joon

Yang Yoseob


Jang Hyunseung



[Romanization]
[Translation]
uyeonhi yaegil deureosseo
jal jinae neunji
jal jinae neun geot gata na
dahaengira saenggakae haengbokae boyeo nan
ajig himdeul jul aratneunde
jogeum na sseul sseulhan mame
(uulhan mame)
da jinan gieogeul gyesog hemaeida
bam gipi chwihae galsurog
gwaensiri jogeum na seulpeojine
niga bogo sipeo jimyeon
(So good bye good bye)
niga deo geuriwo jimyeon
meonghani nuwo meonghani nuwo
kkeutnae jamdeulji motago
niga bogo sipeo jyeodo
(So good bye good bye)
niga deo saenggag nado naneun gwaenchanha
naneun gwaenchanha naneun gwaenchanha
niga haengboka damyeon nan
geunyang bung tteoitneun gibuniya
gudi gyeolloneul naeril
piryoga eobtneun munjeya
jinan bam kkum cheoreom
kkae eonamyeon modu heuteojyeo
dagagaryeo hamyeon
neon jakku meoreojyeo
wae neon jakku meoreojyeo
neowa hamkkeyeosseul ttae
neol tteona bonaegi jeone
on himeul dahae neol saranghaetgie
huhoeneun eobtne neol wihan
han sarameun narago mideotneunde
geuge anieotna bwa
niga bogo sipeo jimyeon
(So good bye good bye)
niga deo geuriwo jimyeon
meonghani nuwo meonghani nuwo
kkeutnae jamdeulji motago
niga bogo sipeo jyeodo
(So good bye good bye)
niga deo saenggag nado naneun gwaenchanha
naneun gwaenchanha naneun gwaenchanha
niga haengboka damyeon nan
neol barae dajudeon gil
neowa hamkke masideon keopi
hamkke ilgdeon chaeg
gati bodeon deurama
ireon modeun geot deuri cham geurib guna
neol barae dajudeon gil
neowa hamkke masideon keopi
hamkke ilgdeon chaeg
gati bodeon deurama
ireon modeun geot deuri cham geurib guna
niga bogo sipeo jyeodo
niga deo saenggagnado
naneun gwaenchanha
naneun gwaenchanha naneun gwaenchanha
niga haengbogha damyeon nan
I coincidentally heard news about you,
are you doing well?
I think I’m doing well
It’s a relief, I seem happy
I thought I’d still be struggling
Feeling a bit lonely
(feeling depressed)
I kept wandering through past memories
The deeper the night grew
I needlessly got a bit sad
When I miss you
(so good bye, good bye)
When I long for you even more
I blankly lay there, blankly lay there
Eventually, not going to sleep
Even when I miss you
(so good bye, good bye)
Even when I think of you more
I am alright, I am alright, I am alright
If only you are happy
It feels like I am floating in the air
It’s a problem that doesn’t
necessarily need a conclusion
If it awakens like last
night’s dream, it all scatters
If I try to approach you,
you keep getting farther,
why do you keep getting farther
When I was with you,
before I let you go
I loved you with all my strength
So I have no regrets
I thought the person for you was me
But I guess it’s not
When I miss you
(so good bye, good bye)
When I long for you even more
I blankly lay there, blankly lay there
Eventually, not going to sleep
Even when I miss you
(so good bye, good bye)
Even when I think of you more
I am alright, I am alright, I am alright
If only you are happy
The road I took to take you home,
the coffee we drank together
The book we read together,
the drama we watched together
I long for all these things so much
The road I took to take you home,
the coffee we drank together
The book we read together,
the drama we watched together
I long for all these things so much
Even when I miss you
(so good bye, good bye)
Even when I think of you more
I am alright, I am alright, I am alright
If only you are happy