hari paling sedih sepanjang 15 tahun aku hidup kat bumi Allah ni..

*sigh*
aku pun dah tak tahu apa yg aku nak cakap..
segala kesedihan, keperitan, kedukaan yang terkandung dalam hatiku ini,
sangat sukar untuk aku ungkapkan atau nukilkan kepada kata-kata..
terlalu pedih apa yang aku lalui hari ini..

sebelum cuti hujung tahun bermula,
aku dah berjanji dengan kawan-kawan rapat aku, nak adakan jalan2 sebelum ambil result PMR..
balik tu, aku dah tnya my parents..
diorang cakap,

okey, pergilah

siang berganti malam, hari berganti hari,
aku tunggu saat2 indah, keluar makan bersama dengan kawan-kawan, main bowling dengan mereka,
beli barangan cenderamata sama-sama, sangat seronok dapat lakukan segalanya dengan sahabat..
banyak perkara yang perlu aku lalui sebelum tibanya hari tersebut, iaitu 20 Disember 2011..
contohnya, terpaksa pergi CAMPING BODOH kat Selangor, BUANG MASA kat Perak, SIA-SIAKAN TENAGA aku untuk beli barangan hantaran untuk majlis pertunangan akak aku, BERPANAS-TERIK temankan akak aku berniaga kat POLITEKNIK, macam2 yang aku perlu buat sebelum tibanya hari yang aku nanti-nantikan hampir sebulan ini..
aku macam orang bodoh, ORANG BODOH! sebab setuju je nak buat semua benda ni..
padahal, aku patut sedar,
semua yang aku buat ni, takkan pernah dihargai pun..
family aku bukan kisah berapa baldi peluh aku menitik sekadar nak penuhi kehendak diorang je..
yang diorang tahu,

timah, buat ni! buat tu!

tak pun, kadang2 tu, aku bangun lambat (sebab tak da sapa2 pun yg kejut s***!!)
lepas tu, mula lah :

hang ingat bagus sangat ke bangun lambat2 hah!?

kalau tak cakap macam tu pun, mesti cakap macam ni :

hang ingat hang cantik sangat la nak bangun lambat2!? Bodoh punya budak!

and, yang paling aku tak leh lupakan, ayat ni :

hang hidup ni untuk apa!? takkan la sekadar nak makan, tido, tgk TV, baca komik, main game!? cubalah pikir sikit!!!!?

hahaha.. aku langsung tak dapat nak tahan air mata aku untuk berhenti menitis sekarang ni.. :')
setiap kali aku dikeji dan dihina, aku hanya senyum je..
aku tahu, aku tak layak untuk hidup dalam keluarga ni..
semua ahli keluarga aku, sangat2 lah perfect..
AYAH aku, pernah jadi SENATOR.. malah, lulusan ENGINEER dari Amerika..
MAK aku, suri rumah yg BERJAYA.. pakar dalam semua bidang BAHASA..
KAKAK SULUNG aku, selalu dapat pointer yang terbaik semasa kat MAKTAB PERGURUAN ILMU KHAS.. malah dapat bertunang dengan lelaki kacak, yang penuh dengan ciri-ciri suami idaman mak aku.. (sebab tu mak aku paling sayang kakak sulung aku)
ABANG aku, dia pakar dalam BIDANG KOMPUTER.. dia gak ada kereta.. dia bole berdikari, cari kerja sendiri, cari duit sendiri.. mak aku bangga sangat dengan dia..
KAKAK KEDUA aku, tengah belajar kat POLITEKNIK TUANKU SULTANAH BAHYAH.. walaupun mak aku macam tak berapa suka dekat kakak aku yang ini (sebab dia agak BERSOSIAL), tapi kakak aku kena bersyukur.. sebab mak aku lebih sayangkan dia berbanding aku.. semua keinginan kau mak turutkan...
ADIK-ADIK aku, semua nya manja.. but, yang paling GEDIK dan MANJA tu lah yang paling mak aku sayang...
semua nya sempurna di mata mak aku... but, aku sorang ja yang mak aku sentiasa nampak CACAT-CELAnya merata-rata..
aih...
serius ni, aku langsung tak dapat nak tahan air mata aku untuk bergelinang..
dari pagi tadi lagi sehingga sekarang, mata aku merah... sebab aku sentiasa menangis hari ni...
hahahaha... macam orang bodoh kan?? :')
kawan-kawan call pun, aku masih menangis.. penat aku cover suara aku agar tak serak...
harap-harap mereka tak baca post aku yang ini..... :') :')

aku,
hanya harap satu benda je...
aku tengah berusaha untuk berubah seperti yang mak aku inginkan
maka,
aku harap,
mak aku akan berhenti hina dan keji aku depan adik-beradik aku yang lain lagi...
hanya tu je yang aku mintak buat masa sekarang.. atau sampai bila-bila..

Mak,
aku sayang Mak..
aku harap,
semua yang mak buat kat aku selama ni,
dah cukup untuk balas semua jasa Mak sebab dah kandungkan aku dan melahirkan aku di dunia ini...
aku,
sayang Mak... :')

sincerely,
anak kau yang langsung tak SEMPURNA.. :')

hihihi.. post kali ni tntg 'dia' ^^

anneyonghaseyo!! hikhik..
aku pun tak tau la knpa aku hepy sangat..
dgr je nama ***, aku jadi seronok.. seronok giler2!!

ok, msty korg pning..
dalam haty korg msty pikir benda yg bukan2.. contoh macam :
'apehal ngn budak ni?' atau 'ttiba je ckp sronok gile2, tpi xckp pn sbb ape' atau 'dia ni sewel ke seronok sorg2?'
ah, lantak la! aku seronok.. bukn snang tau nk tgk aku sronok..
(erk..except tgk video yg ada kaitan dgn Super Junior / Boyfriend / SNSD / Running Man, aku mmg sronok)
but seriously, aku jdi sronok je tiba2..
smpai nk tulis dlm entry blog kot! hahahaha :D

ok, macam ni...
aku jalan2 dalam facebook...
jumpa satu post ni..

Diri ku tercabar dengan Artis KOREA...kenape?melayu xhensem ka?byak-byak artis korea,sye rsa *** hensem lgi..
aku ka..
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aduh, nak pecah perut aku gelak!!
ada ka patut dia samakan diri dia dgn artis korea!
hahahahaha!!
tapi, yg best, part tu la..

Diri ku tercabar dengan Artis KOREA...kenape?melayu xhensem ka?byak-byak artis korea,sye rsa *** hensem lgi..
aku ka..
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perh.. mmg aku suka la yang tuh..
maaf... mungkin korg ta faham..
ok2.. yg aku letak tanda *** tu, mksudnya, nma tu private..
but, aku leh gitau, org tu adalah org yg dh lama aku minati..
serius, aku dah lama minat dia!!
dari darjah 6.. kalau nak dihitungkan, hampir 3 tahun dah aku minat dia..
serius, bagi aku dia perfect!!
time kawan2 dia asyik kutuk sapa2, dia msty kata : "cubalah ampa pikir positif sama.. ada sebab tu knpa dia buat macam tu..."
Ya Allah.. cair aku!!
maaf.. aku mungkin nampak macam playgirl but, aku hanya meminati dia..
aku tak, malah takkan mungkin sukakan dia...
sebabnya????
aku, takkan mungkin layak utk berada di sisinya..
msty ada di antara korg yg cakap dlm haty yg aku ni poyo kan, nak buat ayat2 sedih pulak..
but, seriously!!
aku dapat rasakan, yg aku lngsung tak layak nak dapat dia..
nak cakap dengan dia pun aku dh rasa rndah diri,
apalagi nak memiliki lelaki seperti dirinya..
em, mungkinkah ada peluang bagiku suatu hari nanti??
hahaha, entahlah.. hanya Allah yang tahu... :)
keikhlasannya, sifat setianya, sifat berdikarinya, sifat geniusnya, sifat cergasnya,
semua tu membuatkan aku merasa rendah diri..
(even aku mmg already rendah dari segi ketinggian)
aih..
dari dulu lagi aku sedar yg aku patut berhenti meminati dia but...
entahla..
aku lagi suka terus menyokong apa yg dia lakukan dari jauh... :)
contohnya, macam sokong dia masa main bola?? hikhik... :D

okay2..
dah terlajak jauh ni..
kat mne tah tdi?
ha!
lepas baca je post tuh, tau tak ape yg dia komen???

*** : ang padat....awt naik nama aq? korea lg hensem la ngok.
Wednesday at 12:21am · Like

see???
betapa cool nya dia merendahkan dirinya!!
aduh... mana la aku layak utk berada di sisinya..
tk pe, tk pe..
aku kena kejar cita-cita dulu..
lpas ni, barulah aku leh fikir dgn tenang hal2 rumit macam ni..

alright, aku rasa, that's all utk malam ni...
sbnrnya, ada satu lagi benda yg aku nk tulis dlm entry ni..
but, nty bunyinya macam cemburu buta je..
hmm, xpe lah.. mcm tak sesuai je nk buat entry blog ni...
kan kan kan??? ^^
okay, annyeong~!!!! :) :)

EunHyuk SUPER JUNIOR behind the scene of MV 'Dont Say Anymore'

[F.I.X. Mv "Don't Say Anymore" behind the scene - Starring EunHyuk & JiEun.]

Eunhyuk : Although we didn't kiss, but we have to be very close to each other, so I find it difficult. I am thankful to be selected for this MV because I've never worked with an actress before. Ryeowook's cousin is in FIX, so he should act in this MV. But I'm chosen because I'm a little more handsome than him. I am nervous because it's my first time being the main actor of a music video.

credit : 고모(Clarissa)

note!! please focus to this point!!
Ryeowook's cousin is in FIX, so he should act in this MV. But I'm chosen because I'm a little more handsome than him.

I repeat : EunHyuk said 'I'm chosen because I'm a little more handsome than him' !!

OMG.. What!?
no!! it isn't true!! you are chosen, just because you're taller than him..
not because of face!! I repeat, not because of your GOOD LOOKING!!
urgh~~ I can't said this at Eunhyuk fanpage because, yeah.. dah nma pun EUNHYUK fanpage..
but, we are ELF.. they shouldn't post something like this..
I wish I can tell this to Ryeowook's twitter page..
but, my twitter account can't be opened.. I forgot the password.. hihihi

but oppa, don't worry..
I'm always here to back-up you.. :)
I promise.. PINKY PROMISE!! ^^

special selitan :

EH: Hello ETN Entertaintment Station
JJ: I am Jang JiEun
EH: And I am Eunhyuk. Nice to meet you.
MC: The new 4-member boy group FIX and Super Junior’s Eunhyuk who came out to help
MC: I will take you to the sets of the music video for FIX’s hot debut song ‘Don’t talk’
MC: FIX’s ‘Don’t Talk’ music video set
MC: There is a woman who seems extremely lonely. Where is the other actor?
EH: Hello
MC: There he is, Super Junior’s Eunhyuk
MC: As soon as he arrives, the two will work together as a couple
JJ: Hello, I am a new actor, Jang JiEun
EH: Hello, I am Super Junior’s Eunhyuk. We are Super Junior…
EH: We are at the set of the new group FIX’s music video for its debut song ‘Don’t talk’
MC: The two will be acting as a couple. Aren’t you curious what this would be like?
EH: It’s not a kiss, but we have to shoot until the part right before a kiss. It’s hard.
MC: Do you like the actor?
EH: Of course. Thank you. I’ve never done this with an actress. Thank you. I will do my best.
MC: One of the members of the new group FIX is a cousin of Super Junior’s Ryeowook.
EH: Director, am I supposed to open my eyes or close them?
MC: It is Eunhyuk’s first time acting with an actress. Could it be because of that that he seems nervous?
MC: Eunhyuk, relax.
MC: The shooting continued.
MC: Their lips seems to touch but not quite.
MC: Compared to Eunhyuk, who seemed nervous, Jang JiEun led him with her calmness
DR: Okay, good!
EH: I miss it..
MC: The two sit together to monitor their acting. Do you like how the scene came out?
(Why did you decide to appear in their music video?)
EH: Jungwook, one of the members of FIX, is a cousin of our member Ryeowook
EH: Ryeowook was probably going to appear, but since I was a bit better looking, I came.
FIX: Hello! F.I.X. FIX! Nice to meet you!
FIX: We are a new group and Eunhyuk sunbaenim came to help us, we came by to learn and to say hello
MC: During the short break, Eunhyuk met up with FIX
EH: We look like we are part of one group, right?
FIX: We are Super Junior!
(Is there any advise that you could give them as a sunbae?)
EH: Nothing special, but thinking back to when Super Junior had just debuted, because we had a lot of members, it cost us a lot of food and other things.
EH: If you don’t save up the money when you are starting, you can run out of money
EH: So, if you save up some money from food or rental for the dorms now, you can earn a fortune later. Hwaiting
MC: This time, Eunhyuk was in front of the camera all by himself
MC: Eunhyuk has to act out the emotions of a man that is refusing to breakup with the woman
EH: I am nervous because it’s my first time. It’s the first time I was the main. Even our music videos are not like this.
EH: Also, the hardest part is that I’ve never been dumped. So, I don’t know how I’m supposed to act.
EH: ETN Entertaintment Station, we are at the FIX’s music video set. This winter, please listen to this song and I hope that the couples will not break up. Please anticipate the new group FIX as well.
EH: We were
JJ: Jnag JiEun
EH: And Eunhyuk
JJ AND EH: Thank you


credit to : (Gen)

*Super Junior’s Ryeowook becomes a DJ of Super Junior’s Kiss the Radio*


Super Junior’s Ryeowook told his feelings about becoming a DJ of Super Junior’s Kiss the Radio with Sungmin.

On December 6, Ryeowook tweeted, “I became a radio DJ!!! Thank you for Super Junior’s Kiss the Radio family for greeting me~.”


After finishing his first DJing, he also tweeted, “For people who stayed with me on the historic moment on December 5, please stay with me continuously. Thank you. Sincerely, Ryeowook.”

Ryeowook started DJing from December 5, succeeding Leeteuk and Eunhyuk.

People responded: “Ryeowook and Sungmin, congratulations for becoming DJs,” “I’ll be continuously with you on Super Junior’s Kiss the Radio,” “I’m sure you can do it well. Go, Ryeowook!”

Source: Starnews
Translation by: eternalc2h | Korea.com

credit to : (Kara)

Choi Siwon and Han Ji Min smile for the camera

Super Junior’s Siwon uploaded a photo to his Twitter where actress Han Ji Min and himself posed professionally for the camera, both looking comfortable in each others’ presence.

“With the beautiful Ji Min noona during a CF shoot! She will be greeting her viewers in the new Kdrama ‘Padam Padam‘. This is one that I’m personally so excited for; please show your support by tuning in to JTBC channel 15 at 8:45PM.”

Siwon is seen wearing comfortable clothes, a dark olive green T-shirt that wraps around his body displaying his well-build body. On the other hand, Han Ji Min simply wore an elegant white dress. Both with a wide smile on their faces.

Credit: Siwon’s Twitter, Ningin
Shared on sup3rjunior.wordpress.com by elf101586
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Top 10 Twitter Trends of 2011 – Super Junior
Credit: mashable.com
Reupload and Posted by: Destinyhae
main source : ELF FANPAGE

Super Junior also ranks #4 on "Top 10 Trending Musical Artist of 2011!" (cr:@mashable via:@baechuteuk)

*Super Junior quashes break-up rumours*

PETALING JAYA: Amid rumours of a possible break-up, top Korean pop band Super Junior showed solidarity by turning up at a press gathering for M LIVE by CJ MO.A Live 2011, a Malaysian K-pop concert which they headlined, alongside f(x), Miss A and B1A4.

The band, comprising Leeteuk, Yesung, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook and Kyuhyun, assured their Malaysian fans who came in full force to support their concert at MBPJ Stadium in Kelana Jaya yesterday that everything was “fine and dandy” within the band.

“We don’t face much difficulty as a band,” Leeteuk said.

Still going strong: Super Junior posing during a press gathering for M LIVE yesterday.

“Everyone is playful and happy together. We’re always having fun.”

Formed in 2005, Super Junior started as a 13-member band.

The equally talented boys played an instrumental role in promoting the hallyu (Korean hitwave) abroad for the past six years with their commercially-successful albums like U, Sorry, Sorry, Bonamana and Mr Simple.

While Sorry, Sorry and Bonamana have propelled the boys to superstardom in Malaysia, Taiwan, China, Singapore, Japan, Thailand and the Philippines, their latest studio album, Mr Simple has peaked at No 3 on the Billboard World Albums Chart.

Source: Malaysia Star | By NOORSILA ABD MAJID

‘Mr. Simple’ Music Video 3D Version Filming
Credit: SuperJunior爱上LG

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all ELF!!

‎__________________★
_________________ELFs
________________Leeteuk
_______________Bonamana
______________Lee Donghae
_____________My all is in you
____________ Choi Siwon ★ I Am
__________ Cho Kyuhyun ★ It’s you
__________Kim Heechul ★ Here we Go
_________Kim Ryeowook ★ Boom Boom
________Kangin ★ Opera ★ Me ★ Miracle
_______My love, My kiss, My Heart ★ Mirror
______Eunhyuk ★ No Other ★ Blue Tomorrow
_____Yesung ★ Happy Together ★ Coagulation
_____Lee Sungmin ★ Super Girl ★ Oops ★ Twins
___Shindong ★ Perfection ★ Sorry Sorry ★ Believe
__Kim Kibum★ Hangeng ★ Zhoumi ★ Henry ★ A-Cha
_Mr. Simple ★ Superman ★ Sapphire Blue ★ Rokkugo ♥
————————-MERRY CHRISTMAS——————————-
- ¨.•´¨) . ×`•.¸.•´× (¨`•.•´¨). ×`•.¸.•´× (¨`•…“:) ×`•.¸.•´×

jalan2 dlam facebook kjap, jumpa ELF yg post bnda nih..
hihihi... kira repost jela bnda ni.. :)

hari tu, 1 hingga 3 Disember, aku ada gi jalan2 ngn family ke Perak..
tapi, abg and adik lelaki aku yg 12 tahun tak ikut..
abg aku, tak hbis lgi exam kat kolej dya..
adik laki aku lak, ada pra tahfiz kat skola dya..
so, yg pergi, parents and siblings lain..
kitorang gi Perak ni pun, atas sponsor MKJR (Majlis Keselamatan Jalan Raya)..
huhu, sedih kan? nk pakai duit sndiri, mcm ta cukup jer??
bcause rumah aku tgh UPDATE skrg ni..
well, akak sulung nak kahwin la katakan, knalah UPDATE sikit rumah..
baru ber-class sikit.. kekeke

ha! kat Perak, kitorang stay kat sebuah hotel..
nama hotel tu, em.... Damai Laut kot?
hahaha.. mana lah aku nak ingat.. aisey~~
dekat LOBBY hotel, diorang letak satu pokok krismas ni..
BESAR kot.. seriyes~!!
and, sekeliling pokok tu, diorang letak sesuatu..
and guess apa yg diorang letak?
it's teddy bears!!
seriyes, COMEL GILER!!!
keliling pokok tuh, penuh anak patung! tgk pun tau, smua nya mahal2!
YA ALLAH, kalau lah aku dapat curik anak patung tuh!satu aje!!
hahaha.. dush! teruk betul aku nih..
tapi, sedih gk ar bila tgk bear2 tu.. kan best, kalau ada org bgi kat aku anak patung mcm tuh?
aku akn syang org tu sama bnyak dgn bear yg dya bgi.. :)

okay, tu je yg aku nk cita..
hahaha.. main point dya, yg pasal teddy bear tu aje.. kekeke

ok, salam.. :)

3 days 1 night at XREK ^^

aih.. pnat giler.. aku baru je sampai rumah..
ttiba rindu lak nk bukak tenet..
well, bnyak giler yg aku nk cite ni!
jom, kita start dgn hari 1st dulu...

wait! cne nk cite, kalau korg xfaham apa2 pun lagi?
hahahaha... kelakarnya aku ni!
bongok toi.. ok2..
camni... start hari Selasa, 22 Nov 2011, aku kena pi prog Xpedisi Remaja Kental (XREK) kat Hulu Langat Selangor..
prog tu mula pukul 10.. so, faham2 la kena bertolak pukul berapa..
what? korg tak tahu?
okey.. kitorang bertolak pukul 4:30 pagi.. bukan petang, PAGI!!!
gila susah bngun awal! but, for someone, aku bngun awal jgak..
aku tk nak la, sbb aku, kami brtolak lmbt...
well, guess what? I'm the first to arrive!
and org yg aku tk nak susahkan tu, dia yg last! ceh, kuang asam betol.. :D
nasib baek aku taruh minat kat kau, kalau tak, aku tumbuk je pipi merah kau tu..
then, kitorang pun brtolak la...

prog tu mula pukul 10, tapi, try teka.. kitorang sampai pukul brapa???
pukul 12! smua nya salah GPS slh sorg ahli grup aku (lelaki)!
GPS dy sewel!
malu giler.. smua tepuk tgn ja masa kitorang sampai...
then, bahagikan kumpulan..
hukhuk, aku group dgn budak2 tganu and KL..
susah giler nak ngam.. aku ni, dh la bnyak ckp.. aku tkut diorg meluat lak..
so aku decide nk diam je.. and, plan aku mnjadik.. hahahaha :D
tgahari tu, mula dh aktiviti prtama..
TREASURE HUNT..
mmg susah arh! mmg la snang, but, only kalau kita dh rapat dgn ahli grup kita sndiri!
kalau x rapat, cne nk bkrjasama awak oii......
game treasure hunt ni, ada 10 checkpoint..
YA ALLAH, mcam2 misi yg kitorang kena buat stiap checkpoint!!
masuk sungai kutip barang guna mulut, buat unggun api dgn guna 3 batang mancis shaja, pass bawang merah yg kcik guna mulut ke mulut kt kawan, panjat pokok utk carik clue, macam2 la! but, aku x ingat smua bnda..

Saeng-il Chuka, Sushin! ^^

annyeong!!
Hehehe... actually, puteri tak minat domo-kun pun..
aku sje je letak kek gamba DOMO.. :)

puteri Sushin,
Happy Birthday!!!
Saeng-il Chukahamnida, Saeng-il Chukahamnida, Saeng-il Chukahamnida, Saeng-il Chukahamnida~!!
(anggaplah aku tgh maen piano, sambil nyanyi lagu hepy bsdey kat kau)

Sushin,
semoga panjang umur and kena ingat..
semakin brtambah umur kita, semakin dekat kita dengan ajal..
anyway, wish you the best in your life..
tak nak dengar dah kau angau merata.. budak St Budi tu, klau mmg jodoh kau,
don't worry la.. dia akn tetap jdi milik kau.. ok? :)

sebenarnya, ada bnyak gi kek yg aku nk bagi kat kau..
tak caye? tgk ni...

and........
yg aku betul2 nk bagi kat kau,
yang ni.....

comel... ada renda2... pink2.. sangat perfect lah~~~!!

but, yg aku leh bagi dkat kau,
just yang ni aje...

thehehehe.... mianhaeyo.. I'm still a school student... so, no money in my pocket..
conclusion nye, SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN yang ke LIMA BELAS!!!

sayang kamu, kawan!!! :)

Still loving you, is a fool decision!!

aku tau, aku tau!
memang aku patut dengar nasihat kawan2 aku sebelum ni!
tapi, aku degil. Ni lah yang jadi!
aku sendiri yang sakit hati!

manalah aku nak tau akan jadi macam ni.
sebab, 'kau' sendiri yang cakap, yang kau just kawan je dgn 'dia'.
kau siap janji lagi, akan tolong aku menangi hati dia.
tapi, kau sendiri yg sukakan dia!
apa jenis kawan kau ni!? tak boleh pakai!!

okay.. aku admit..
memang kau tu cantik..
tapi, berbaloi ke kalau kecantikan kau tu hanya bley buat aku meluat tgk muka kau setiap kali terpandang muka kau yg cantik tu!?
hey, boleh blah la!

ish... st~~ress!!
aku tak patut percayakan janji2 manis kau.. semuanya bohong!
B-O-H-O-N-G!!!
serius ni, aku meluat gila kat kau!
baru aku faham kenapa org selalu marah kalau kawan sendiri yang 'rampas' balak org lain..
aku ni, mmg tak da balak lagi..
tapi, 'rampas' org yg aku suka, mmg aku sakit hati giiiiiiiiiiiiiilaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

sebelum2 ni pun aku dah terkena macam ni dah.
sedia2 ada org 'rampas' org yg aku suka..
okay fine! aku pun bole carik lain la!
but, mulai sekarang, jgn carik aku lagi!
jgn pernah tegur aku pun kalau boleh!
kalau terdesak sangat, kau tegur aku depan org ramai ja.
kalau setakat ada kita berdua ja, jgn sekali-kali kau cakap dengan aku!
ada faham!??
kau, dengan kawan2 kau yg tak guna tu, get lost!
jgn muncul dalam hidup aku lagi!
and, kalau kau rajin (walaupun aku tau kau tu pemalas nk mampos!),
kau tolong la gitau HONEY kau tu, jgn bgi aku harapan palsu lagi..
suruh dia jgn pernah pandang aku lagi..
sebab, ianya seolah2 satu harapan buat aku..
boleh kan??

lastly, walaupun aku tau kau tak leh baca post ni,
aku harap kau dapat dengar permintaan hati aku..
tolong, tolong and sangat2 tolong,
jangan serabutkan hidup aku lagi..
aku dah tak nak ada masalah dengan HATI lagi..

Harap Maklum

Kyu Hyun think Donghae was the most strong heart guy.. :)

Kyuhyun: "This was my first time being away from home such as going for a long time abroad. Our fans provide warmth, but I still can not eliminate the longing of my parents. And it is the first time I understood Han Geng hyung. I want crying because I missed my parents. But donghae hyung always there to cheer me silent ". I know that hyung misses his parents more than other people-his father now in heaven, and his mother in Mokpo. Even if he does mention his dead father. Hyung never cried in front of the camera. Has a sensitive personality, hyung often wept. But because he had promised his father that he would not cry anymore because of sadness. Hyung was so handsome when he's strong "

Donghae oppa, please be strong..
I know that your heart is as fragile as glass..
but, you don't need to cry.. You have all the members around you..
and, you also have us, ELF.. we always support you, oppa...

Saengil-chugha again! ^^

alright.. this time, it is my 3rd BIAS..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DONG HAE OPPA!!
I am a bit late.. mianhae...... :)

oppa.. your birthday was 15 october.. I am sorry...
because at that time, I was having a trip with my classmates at Langkawi..
I am late wishing you happy birthday bcs of that...
but still, I never forget you oppa!! :) :)

I LOVE EUN-HAE COUPLE SO MUCH!
there's a time when eunhyuk said that once before, he like Donghae..
Donghae was so shocked at that time yelling, 'WHAT!!?????'
haha.. Eunhyuk oppa only able to smile and kept on saying that it was only before..
now he thought Donghae as a friend only.. but, still I cant believe in him.. hahaha

oppa.. someday soon, when you are already a big star, never thought of leaving Super Junior, okay??
I am already insane when KiBum, Hankyung and Kangin leave SuJu..
while now Hee Chul oppa are leaving temporarily...

oppa... even you are 5cm shorter than my 2nd BIAS (Jo Kwangmin), it's okay..
you are still manly, oppa.. kekekeke :D

oppa.. you are now 25 years old, right?
even everyone are saying you getting older, I never thought that in my mind..
because, you are always 'fresh' and 'new' in my mind..

oppa, saranghae.. :)

ah! there's one more thing!!
Mnet Music Video Chart – Super Junior

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*The top 3 music videos are all from Super Junior!!!*

OMO, my pageview reached 3000 views!!

OMG.. I had just finished my PMR examination..
so, I just wanna view my blog for awhile..
and guess what? last time it was 2000+ views but today,
it is 3000! :D

Malaysia......2,491
United States........141
Philippines.......114
Thailand................98
Indonesia.........51
Vietnam...............41
Mongolia.........18
Canada...............16
United Kingdom......12
Latvia..............12

actually, I wanna express something..
huhu..
my teacher had planned a trip for us (FORM 3) after we finished our PMR..
and my parents had allowed me to join the trip at first..
but now, at last minutes, they cancelled it..
it really unfair to me!! what do you think?? :(

Sorry, but I love you...

love is pain..
this is dedicated to all broken-hearted people.. :)

I am so sick of love songs,
that keeps saying love is like heaven..
I hate damn love songs, memento of ours..

A late night and rains falling down,
I bring you back from my memories,
I promised myself I would be fine without you..
But, I can't help it....

I had try to fill my empty heart,
A day without you is too long,
I pray that I may forget you..
That's a lie...

Without you,
happiness cannot be found in me..
I can't even shed any tears..
I don't want to live anymore....

It's sucks,
It's pissing me off,
in thoughts of you..
urgh, I am going crazy...
I want to see you,
but I am being told that I can't,
It's all over...

I am so sorry but I love you,
I didn't know,
but now I know that I need you..

I am so sorry but I love you,
I pushed you away with those piercing words,
without realising..

I am so sorry but I love you,
will you leave,
and forget me slowly?
So that I can be in pain..
I am so sorry, but I really love you...

I put all my heart into this poem...
Other probably don't know..

Those words I said were lie..
I said that I am fine..
but, the truth is,
I am left alone behind..
and I lost in the mist of it all..

without my realisation,
I kept calling your name..
and in the morning,
I kept wondering where you are..
now, I am gonna change..
I will laugh everything off from now on..

Mr Simple awesome

Mr Simple, Mr Simple, Mr Simple, Mr Simple !!

video Super Junior album ke-5 yg paling awesome

nampak kan title yg aku type tuh?
serious, tak tipu.. lagu tu mmg awesome!
sikit lagi nk super awesome mcm lagu Sorry Sorry ni!!

yg aku paling teruja sekali,
bila tgk Ryeowook, Donghae, Kyuhyun and Sungmin!
Donghae, tarian dia yang paling DAEBAK!
Ryeowook, tarian cute and suara terbaik dia yang paling DAEBAK!
Sungmin, part solo dia yang paling DAEBAK!
Kyuhyun, part first yang dia nyanyi and lepas rap yang paling DAEBAK!

OMO, eotteokhae??
tadi pun, aku baru lepas tgk citer MIRACLE..
MC dia Shindong SJ, Eunhyuk SJ and Leeteuk SJ..
Eunhyuk, bukan je comel, malah dialah MC yang paling aku suka sekali selepas Jae Suk..
dia buat lawak, mmg jadi lah!
aku takkan boleh tahan gelak tiap2 kali dia buat lawak..
dalam Strong Heart pun dia macam tu jugak..
erm, agak2, orang marah tak kalau aku bagi dia yang jadi BIAS aku?
hahahah.... :D
(I already have one.. It is Ryeowook^^ )

okay, aku nak list kan semua lagu SuJu yang aku suka gila2 :

1. Sorry Sorry
2. Bonamana
3. No Other
4. It's You
5. U
6. Super Junior M - Super Girl
7. Mr Simple !!

erk... untuk pengetahuan korang, korang boleh click je mana2 lagu dalam senarai yang aku dah list kan tadi..
korang click je, nanti lagu yang aku maksudkan tu akan keluar.. ^^
style tak? aku listkan untuk korang yang view blog aku je.. :) :) :)

huhuhu..
aku ada PMR ni..
esok, subjek first BM.. (Malay Language)
I don't know if I had ready enough..
but, semua yang cikgu ajar, I/Allah aku ingat.. :)

Esok - BM paper 1 and 2, Pendidikan Islam
Lusa - BI paper 1 and 2, Sejarah
Tulat - entah?? hahah.. aku kena tengok balik jadual EXAM aku.. :D

okay.. dah puas tgk SuJu..
and, tension dah hilang, dengan nervous2 sekali dah hilang..
rasanya.... XD
alright, annyeong!!

p/s : Tae Min is superb cute in MIRACLE SHOW! he imitates crab using all his energy, and ended funny! :D

Countdown PMR : 4 DAYS MORE!!

alright..
dengan pnuh nervous nya, aku nak gitau,
PMR lagi 4 HARI!!

hurm.. aku tak tau la preparation aku setakat mana..
yg aku tau, akhir2 ni, aku mmg kna bnyak brdoa kat Allah..
nak berusaha, aku dah buat semampu yg aku boleh..
selebihnya aku serahkan kepada yang lebih mengetahui..

kepada yang view blog aku ni,
tolong lah doakan kejayaan aku..
please............ :(

aku sangat2 minta maaf kepada semua yg baca blog aku ni..
aku nak mintak maaf kat kedua ibu bapa aku terutama sekali mak aku sebab aku ni kadang2 nakal sangat..

maaflah sebab tak dengar yg pasal 'jgn kwn ngn budak laki' tuh..
nak buat macam mna, jiwa saya, mmg perlu kawan ngn semua orang..
seriously, saya tak leh hidup kalau tak kawan ngan semua orang..
(kecuali orang2 yg gedik, mmg aku aku ta kawan!)
mak, mintak maaf.. :)

seterusnya, kawan2..
eh, terlupa lak!
cikgu2 aku (walaupun aku tak tau diorg tau ke tak blog aku ni),
aku still nak mintak maaf..
well, sepanjang cikgu2 ajar aku,
kalau nak tau,
bnyak kali jugak aku tak siap homework..
hehehehe....
nasib baik tak pernah kantoi..
cikgu, halalkan jela ek? kekeke
sekali lagi, mintak maaf... :D

alright, utk kawan2.. (kli ni tak salah dah!)
Wani, Tika, Puteri, Ziqa, Sakeenah, Nisa', Halimatun,
aku mintak maaf tau kalau ada buat salah kat korang..
mungkin korang masih marahkan aku pasal 'naik kelas' tu
tapi aku betul2 harap korang boleh maafkan aku..
mianhae.... :(

utk BFF aku,
hehehe.. (namanya dirahsiakan)
aku harap kau buat elok2 PMR nanti..
kita dah janji nak fight kn?
so, aku harap, kita sama2 dapat buat yg terbaik..
don't worry...
habis je PMR ni, kita ada lawatan yang sedang menanti kita...
so, do the best okay???? ^^

alright, that's all..
oh2! utk kpop fans, kalau nk add aku, boleh la add kat sini

Saeng-il chukahamnida, SJK oppa!!!

SONG JOONG KI

Saeng-il chukahamnida, Joong Ki oppa!!

Gentleman oppa... :)

oppa in Running Man as one of Running Man member until episode 42.. ^^

oppa, send your heart to me!! kekeke :D

oppa, I wish you will live longer..
even you are 26 years old already, don't care about it..
you are still 'fresh' and young in my heart..
I love Gu Yong Ha! I mean, you, Joong Ki oppa...
that's why I call myself Joong Ri.. because I wish to have a brother like you..
but, I already have one.. He is the best in the world! ^^

my real brother, Huzfah.. :)

p/s : fatini! kau potong line aku btol.. tak smpat2 aku nk wish kt oppa aku.. hukhuk