Tuesday, October 11, 2011

OMO, my pageview reached 3000 views!!

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OMG.. I had just finished my PMR examination..
so, I just wanna view my blog for awhile..
and guess what? last time it was 2000+ views but today,
it is 3000! :D

Malaysia......2,491
United States........141
Philippines.......114
Thailand................98
Indonesia.........51
Vietnam...............41
Mongolia.........18
Canada...............16
United Kingdom......12
Latvia..............12

actually, I wanna express something..
huhu..
my teacher had planned a trip for us (FORM 3) after we finished our PMR..
and my parents had allowed me to join the trip at first..
but now, at last minutes, they cancelled it..
it really unfair to me!! what do you think?? :(

Friday, October 7, 2011

Sorry, but I love you...

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love is pain..
this is dedicated to all broken-hearted people.. :)

I am so sick of love songs,
that keeps saying love is like heaven..
I hate damn love songs, memento of ours..

A late night and rains falling down,
I bring you back from my memories,
I promised myself I would be fine without you..
But, I can't help it....

I had try to fill my empty heart,
A day without you is too long,
I pray that I may forget you..
That's a lie...

Without you,
happiness cannot be found in me..
I can't even shed any tears..
I don't want to live anymore....

It's sucks,
It's pissing me off,
in thoughts of you..
urgh, I am going crazy...
I want to see you,
but I am being told that I can't,
It's all over...

I am so sorry but I love you,
I didn't know,
but now I know that I need you..

I am so sorry but I love you,
I pushed you away with those piercing words,
without realising..

I am so sorry but I love you,
will you leave,
and forget me slowly?
So that I can be in pain..
I am so sorry, but I really love you...

I put all my heart into this poem...
Other probably don't know..

Those words I said were lie..
I said that I am fine..
but, the truth is,
I am left alone behind..
and I lost in the mist of it all..

without my realisation,
I kept calling your name..
and in the morning,
I kept wondering where you are..
now, I am gonna change..
I will laugh everything off from now on..